i dreamt of you again last night
your stony blue eyes and crooked teeth
i remember it so vividly,
the lucent glow of your pale skin.
it was so perfect
just us floating in the void.
the quiet nothingness was so beautiful
i wanted to drown in it and let it swallow me
for us to be an everlasting mark.
i wanted to be consumed by you
our bodies meshed together
i would've stayed forever
god is not that kind